words can fall short

the silence is my friend.

I don't think you understood what I meant by being an oddball. It's not just not fitting in, or not belonging, it's not being wanted.

The truth is, I never needed you.

People are only capable of what they convince themselves they are capable of.

"Humans can get used to almost anything."

People adjust to loss and death. Sorrow and depression. Being ignored and being treated like crap. We get used to these things. But it's sad. We linger on, just accepting these things and pretending that it doesn't exist. But it's real. It's terrifying, isn't it? But feelings can be so real even when you have solid truth and facts standing right in front of you.