heartless

I've grown up and away into something I never wanted to become. I've forgotten all that was once important to me and lost myself. I need to change. I've said that a million times before, but I've reached a dead end. I've neglected everyone for myself, and that's all I have left.

It's hard to see the bright side. It is my own fault. A million apologies can't change anything. As I sit here and type this, I am in complete shock. I'm ashamed of what I am. I've become heartless.

Lord, help me.